tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4904219782540965444.post2462470121440809870..comments2024-03-14T04:06:54.124-04:00Comments on GENKAKU-AGAIN (adam fisher): un-empty nestgenkakuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12135705172119950326noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4904219782540965444.post-64304011676362022712016-09-18T21:28:04.665-04:002016-09-18T21:28:04.665-04:00It's not that we dislike stuffs, sometimes or ...It's not that we dislike stuffs, sometimes or most of the time we aren't in charge. I moved into my makeshift zendo prayer room months ago after vacating my bedroom of sorts, my mom found that the zendo was a much better place to sleep. Since I ain't getting married being that much of a religious zealot by this year end possibly next as well, it made sense doing without a bed completely, just a mattress in the zendo.<br /><br />It didn't work that way. A boy in the household completed the military and had a scholarship that paid everything including the dorm at the top university in Asia. Another boy is now in a classified military unit. That leaves me looking after a huge apartment by East Asian standards that my ancestors forbade renting out to tenants in favour of sunyata.<br /><br />My elder took on two community gardening lawns instead of filling up the space. If I were married I would be pitching baby cots in the bedrooms instead of papaya trees, I asked mom for a dog she objected, I took in of sorts a neighbourhood pussy cat instead and the boys'pokemon figurines or dolls alongside my buddhist altar.<br />What scares me is that this world is perfectly alright without an expedited nuclear war in Korea. >_<<br /><br />What is the problem here is not my death, what is the problem here is my paternal grandmother still more alive than all her descendents at 90. <br /><br />She survived World War 2 after all, death doesn't come that easily to survivors, slightly more than a year ago there was a 20 something year old girl named Davina Huang from Singapore that went skiing in Vancouver Cananda iirc after getting out from campus at USA, she hit her head with a rock it seems and she died in an American hospital, she couldn't even outlive a 90 year old Harry Lee Kuan Yew who could go on and on without any difficulty even till His final years.<br /><br />Stuffs.Lionel Linnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4904219782540965444.post-22821010079653454512016-09-18T10:53:51.490-04:002016-09-18T10:53:51.490-04:00https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvgN5gCuLac
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