tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4904219782540965444.post4153763474861467756..comments2024-03-14T04:06:54.124-04:00Comments on GENKAKU-AGAIN (adam fisher): Dolly Parton ... and I don't mean her boobsgenkakuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12135705172119950326noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4904219782540965444.post-28678718343372493542018-02-28T12:56:26.976-05:002018-02-28T12:56:26.976-05:00Genkaku and Charlie,
I feel something similar to ...Genkaku and Charlie,<br /><br />I feel something similar to being lost, yet it ain't so. I haven't been sitting with my eyes closed lately, I do sit, but I observe. It came to a point such as tonight when, intuitively I told myself, "The greatest regret I have this life being a zazen student is that I have no regrets."<br /><br />As a beginner I once was looking for break throughs in my practice all the time, these days I seldom. Yet, with all my debts paid up and enjoying my life in my home made zendo, it feels like a curse. I felt like I needed a time machine to go back to the past and make sure I drank at least one glass of alcohol which I did not, yet because I did not, the problem I am suffering from is that even a whore would have something to whine about, yet I cannot possibly whine about not being poor, doh! I am happy, because I don't need to whine and have nothing to whine about, yet, I have no use for my happiness unless I told you and Charlie about it. I can barely label my happiness as stupidity, it just happens because of what I did not do, yet in as far as it would be useless regretting what I might have done, it's even more useless regretting what I did not do.Lionel Linnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4904219782540965444.post-78169083371462805352018-02-28T12:06:58.742-05:002018-02-28T12:06:58.742-05:00I shall unashamedly celebrate her boobs, just '...I shall unashamedly celebrate her boobs, just 'cause.<br />olcharliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00309255390011851502noreply@blogger.com