stalling

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Stalling.

Sundays are the day when, for the past 12 years or so, I have gone out to the zendo to do some zazen ... sit a little, sniff the incense a little, focus a little, listen to the sound of the gong a little.

But the zendo is poorly insulated. It is poorly insulated because I was careless when I built it. So now, in the cold, the zendo is cold and the small electric radiator doesn't do much to cut the chill.

And the older I get, the colder it gets.

If I keep typing, then I don't have to get myself together and enter the cold.

Stalling....
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