Friday, September 26, 2014

test result

Today is probably the day on which I will receive confirmation that I have lung cancer. Up until this point, there have been tests and suppositions, but the PET scan Monday will confirm what has merely been believed up until now.

The head-honcho cardio doctor said before the scan that the nodule on the right lung was small and treatable and just getting started and so, comparatively speaking, things are looking up.

I have a hunch that sub rosa, a part of me is anxious and crabby and disbelieving and wishful. There are all sorts of tests and doctor visits lined up irrespective of the PET scan outcome -- treating the matter in a worst-case-scenario format.

Besides whatever unspoken anxiety, it's nice to see the sun shine today.

5 comments:

  1. Well that sucks. Thoughts are with you Adam.

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  2. Sure does, get well..FRIEND!

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  3. Hope everything turns out ok , Anita

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  4. Worst case scenario, you'll make new friends sitting in one recliner among several receiving chemo cocktails and sharing cannabis brownie recipe's. More likely they'll say it's a scar, never mind. Are we having fun yet?

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  5. Sending Good Thoughts your way Adam. Kick it's Ass!!!

    KenC

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