Thursday, December 26, 2019


The house was teeming with everyone yesterday ... all the kids grown and all of them bigger than I was for a Christmas get-together. Everyone together and, from my perspective, everyone BIGGER. How ever did we fit so many people in such and small and littered house?! My daughter cooked a meal for everyone and there were enough calories to choke a horse ... not least some REAL fucking brownies and a cheese cake with caramel sauce that was pure wowsers.

I could tell I was old, the surest sign being that I got a robe and some slippers from Santa and his/her elves. Toasty stuff.

How did everyone get so big? ... an old fart's question. All of them good kids -- healthy and kind in their particular ways. A privilege to be part of their realm. Still not quite sure how I fit in that jigsaw puzzle, but I'm in there somewhere. My wife did the heavy lifting and ... well, it was a quiet velvet day.



  1. iam very happy to have found your blog.
    i am "just" from zfi, and,
    i am bokki on this wb site:
    could you please,
    if you have any time, or, incling,
    join the site?
    there are a few people there, that you may know,
    that hold you in high regard.
    anyway, besides that,
    i wish you healt and a happy 2020.
    to add, i always tought you rocked. and still do.
    thank you, genkaku,